So I have not been keeping track of what I’ve been eating lately. I have had a lot going on what with getting a new job and all. But today I have to vent. It is that time of the month and I’m feeling very emotional and all I want to do right now is cry into a bowl of ice cream. Once again I am craving chocolate but have none in the house, although I suppose that’s a good thing. I want to work out but have zero energy. I feel like going to take a nap but I’m trying very hard to fight the urge to do that. Some one help me please! :(

I have been MIA lately. I have been hanging out with some friends lately and then being anti social. I have had no motivation or energy and I don’t know why. I’m thinking maybe it has something to do with the weather change but who knows. I have not been eating the best for the past few days but today I did fairly good, I had a lunch date with my friend Danielle and ordered a chicken caesar salad and chicken noodle soup with a side of bread and I didn’t even finish the bread or soup but ate the salad right up. Then for dinner I had a turkey wrap with a little mayo on a whole wheat pita bread.

This past weekend has been so hectic and I haven’t been making good food choices what so ever for the past few days. I’m hoping to get back on the grind tomorrow, even though I have to help my boyfriends parents move again.

Ugh regressed back into my old habit of eating late at night. I am just so stressed because I have to babysit most of the weekending help my boyfriends parents move. Plus I just found out that I wasn’t invited to who I thought was a close friends baby shower. So I’m pretty hurt and sad and had a left over slice of pizza :( it seriously sucks not having friends that care about you as much as you care about them.

It’s been such a hectic day. No one had time to make dinner so we ended up ordering a pizza and I had two slices and half of a PB&J sandwich ( that I shared with My little cousin) ugh I’m so tired :/

August 29,2013

Last night for dinner I had a pork chop with some pasta and cheese side with a glass of chocolate milk.

Today I have my 17month old cousin and I didn’t eat breakfast once again because I was too busy feeding her.

Lunch: PB&J sand which on white bread because we are all out of whole wheat.